General Chat 2014

WOOHOO! YEAH! Yesterday I got to go around pinching people! xD

MY MOUTH IS NUMB CAUSE DENTIST >

BETTER THAN MOUTH BEING IN PAIN BECAUSE OF ORTHODONTIST!

Three hours of numbness tho.
Agh
:'(
I can't eat

But...but...I can't eat either....because when I do it hurts so bad I get an instant headache........I think numbness is better than constant pain.

Maybe that’s something you should tell your orthodontist...?

Mouth pain is so annoying. I remember when I got spacers for my braces. They KILLED.

No I told him, he simply said: "Yeah, that's normal." and we both laughed about it.

My phone just died.  I'm tight on money so buying a replacement is gonna be a LANGUAGE.
Beyond that, I was in the middle of a conversation with a friend when it died.  He's away and has no computer, I have no way of getting in touch with him, and he's one of those really paranoid, anxious, and depressed people who will probably think I'm upset with or hate him or something the longer I don't respond.
I'm trying to get one of his friends to text him for me, but the first one I asked doesn't have his cell, and I'm just like ARGH

That's unfortunate. U don't have a phone, so I'm generally screwed if someone doesn't have access to email.

Ugh, I've had a sinus headache all day. Why oh why?
Also been generally sad over the harsh winter killing some of my outdoor fish, mainly my oldest Catfish. Gave 'em a proper burial. I also needed that good cry.

I'm fine now though, really, so no worrying or anything.

What's his number? I have a phone and can explain it too him. Just private message it too me.

I didn't HAVE his number, it was saved as a contact on my phone, but I didn't know it off the top of my head.
But I found it, so, I used my sister's phone.
It's too late, though, he's already super depressed.

Oh....sorry :/ if you don't mind me asking, why is he still depressed if you told him what happened?

Apparently one of my friends has been missing all night long.. I hope the immediate worst case scenarios I just jumped to in my head aren't so.

He's got some bad depression.  Me disappearing on him made him worry and contemplate stuff, and he started feeling lonely and like no one cared about him and hopeless about the future...
His entire mood crashed, and when you're depressed, it takes a god damned miracle to bring your mood back up.  I can't deliver a miracle, so I couldn't lift his spirits again.

Yeah I understand :/ depression is a lot more serious than most people realize. I've heard people say "they just need to chin up and get over it, I was upset before but I didn't linger on it", that's like comparing a broken hand to a paper cut.

And Ivona, i hope that your friend's okay...not much I can do from here but you have my utmost support.

He gets so hopeless about the future, he thinks he'll never be happy or he'll never find someone who he'll love who loves him back (this is partly my fault).  I always say 'you couldn't have imagine meeting me.  It's the same when you meet other people' but he can't accept it, even if it makes sense to him.
It's the feeling of being surrounded by your best friends but still feeling lonely.  It's when you go to your favorite place on earth and can't connect.  It's how you can do your favorite thing in the world and just feel upset.
Happiness fails to trigger when it should.  And you can't force it to.  And it doesn't matter how happy you SHOULD be, you aren't.  And you worry you never will be again.
And it kills me to see him go through that.  And not being able to help.

I know how you feel. Feeling as though you are unable to help the people you care about is almost as bad as being the one who needs help. This is pretty much a constant for me.

At lest you have a very good understanding of what he’s feeling…If you continue to be there for him, & just be yourself, I’m sure that can make a world of difference for him!

I had a dream about Harry POtter last night. He was riding a horse.

I’m still trying to process my feels from the How I Met Your Mother finale…

ugh, having a birthday on April 1st is kinda wonky cause no one's quite sure if you're telling the truth about having your birthday

Haha, that is awkward, cya

Well, I guess that would be awkward. Happy birthday, Cya.   

Didn't really hear of any pranks today that were of any note. Meh.

There was one small one. Happy Birthday, cya!!