General Chat: August 2013

Oh that sounds awesome! I love camping, especially when manhunt is involved, ESPECIALLY when I remember to bring my Gillie Suit.

Well, we weren't camping.  They were friends from the summer camp we all were CITs at.
But oh god it was fun.  Jonah and I decided to be sneaky and hid in the car.  Him in the trunk, me in the front.

It was literally impossible to find us.  It would have worked if he hadn't run out of oxygen and needed me to let him out.  Then we just ran around like super spies.

HAHAHA sounds like a game I invented with my friends. It's called soldiers and assassins. It's like capture the flag, but with only one flag, the soldiers have it. The assassins job is to get that flag to their side, now the thing is, if the assassin can sneak up on a soldier, they can "kill" them and that person has to lay there for the rest of the game unless the assassins move them. The soldiers can kill assassins if they spot them by "bayoneting" them with the pretend rifles they have. The game is over when either all soldiers or assassins are dead, or when the assassins capture the flag.

Cya that sounded like lots of fun! Haha I was smiling while reading that because it sounded awesome! xD 

Oh! I also used to play super spy games with my friends at school. And I still do sometimes, mostly just to sneak around in the hallways for fun. It's really funny when the teachers get suspicious, even though we're not really doing anything wrong. haha

HAHA my mom is teacher at the middle school i went to, so me and my friends would stay after school was over and just screw around while my mom got ready to leave. Usually we'd explore the school, and if anyone asked I'd just say we were running errands for my mom xD

I go by Dani or LHA around here.  
MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T STOP SQUEEING!!!!!!!!!

Congrats Dani! Hope you have a wonderful time!

I always have my phone on vibrate, I don't even remember what my ringtone is.

I've had mine on silent for months.  I never answer it, but I'll respond every text sent my way.

hahha, yeah i hate talking on the phone, i'm just awkward. Texts though, i have no problem with, i'll text all day if the other person wants to.

That's me in a nutshell

hahaha, i think that's everyone on this site xD

No.1JerlitaFan wrote:hahha, yeah i hate talking on the phone, i'm just awkward. Texts though, i have no problem with, i'll text all day if the other person wants to.

This, why can't other people understand this ;-; just because I can talk all day through text or fb or whatever doesn't mean that I'm not gonna be a quivering wreck on the phone or in person.

In other news, we're looking after a dog for the next few days(well I'm leaving on thursday but anyway), she's so sweet but I really don't like the way my aunty and uncle treat her, but we have to treat her in a similar way while they're gone -.-

I can relate to the feelings expressed involving phones. It just never felt right to me.

I can't quite get over what my dad brought home today. On the jobsite he found an injured salamander, and thought it would be alright to bring it home. What has been seen can not be unseen- it was missing half its face *cries*
He told me to let it go in the woods. He figured it was still alive- I'm fairly sure it was dead; it wouldn't move at all. I think it must have received damage to its brain.
For anyone who wants a less than pretty image in their head, imagine a salamander missing its top jaw all the way back to to top of its eyes.

I'm pretty sure texting was invented so you could tell someone you were in a meeting or someplace you couldn't talk quickly so they wouldn't worry about you. However, no cares about that and it's my primary method of communicating.

At least 3 haters so far, and I suspect people are badmouthing me. I'm getting crazy mood swings, and I'm starting to lose passion for RCY sighpie.

Tempted to punch a wall, but I'm not brave enough.

I need to release everything, but I can't cry no matter how much I want to. I'm becoming overly paranoid and I can't stop thinking that people are indirectly referring to me on Twitter.

Just here to release a little of my feelings.

Paranoia sucks, because anything anyone can tell you, you've already come up a reason for why they're lying or it's false.  Unfortunately, I have yet to come up with a solid way to break that cycle.
What do you suspect the hating is about?  And do you feel the people you're worried are badmouthing you have good reason to?
Shoot me a PM if you want to talk more privately, please.  What you're going through must be awful, and I hate to see such an awesome person go through it.  We're all here for you.

I don't like Twitter in general, i find the concept of the site dumb and kinda creepy. If I were you, i would cancel my twitter account; however, if you don't want to do that I would suggest blocking the people that start the issues. (i'm not sure if you can even block people on twitter, i've never used it.)

But does it work like that?  I've never felt it works to just block anyone and everyone who might be saying something against you.
In my experience (which is JUST my experience) but for me, at least, paranoia doesn't work that way.  People tell me to ignore the people I'm worried about, but the people who are lying to me and saying things about me are my closest friends, my boyfriend, my internet friends...  Basically anyone I know and value the opinion of.  Not just people I can cut out of my life.
I don't know how much applies to you, Heart.  I'm just saying, it's not as easy as just ignoring it, but I don't know what to do.

Oh, I didn't realize that. I'm sorry cya6, I honestly don't know what you're going through, or what Heart is going through. I've never had to experience paranoia, I don't know how it feels to not trust anyone, even the ones closest to me.

Depression sucks.  I dealt with it for eight years.  It went away two years ago and now it's coming back to bite me in my ass.  Already have enough to deal with, in terms of my new job, personal issues involving someone I really love, etc.  Don't wanna be sounding like this now, but, it's coming back.  Just hope it doesn't stick around.

Don't worry about!  I don't even know what Heart is going through.  It's a hard situation to go through, and whenever I go back and read some of my own conversations with a friend about paranoia, I sound seriously ill in some of them.
But I can't say I quite know what she's going through, if only because I haven't heard much.  Don't ever worry about helping.  At least, not with me.
Hope things look up, Peace!